I know I'm not the only one

You left me days before my birthday. Days after our 11th monthsary. And days before our first Anniversary.

You said you're so full of me. That you're tired, that you don't want me anymore, that you DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE.

You threw it all a way in a blink of an eye, just because you're mad at me, because you're judgement is clouded, you're full of anger and your emotions are all over.

I wish I was as strong as you, to just throw it all away with no hesitation. 11 months, I know it is just a short time, compare to others that had been together for years. But in those 11 months that we've been together, we've been through a lot. And it was not that easy for me to just forget everything.

To just turn it off, to throw everything, to forget everything as if I woke up with amnesia and not remember the past 11 months of my life.

I don't know what the real reason is. Because honestly, I don't accept your reason. I don't feel that it's valid, given that you were angry that time. 

Am I not the only one? Is it why it's that easy for you to turn it off? Or did you really fall out of love during our last few weeks together. 

I wonder.. even now, I'm still wondering.