Could Have Been

Yesterday, is the day that we could have celebrated our "Anniversary".

But it's okay. I spent my day finishing a tv series marathon that I started last week. Finished 4 seasons in a week and I am totally up to date ;)

I feel like I've moved on already. I didn't even cry, although I did remember the day, but I don't remember the feeling anymore.

Our plan for that day was a get away, a quick trip out of the city. To just spend the weekend together having fun and creating memories, but those are all unexecuted plans now, all in the past.

Good thing I didn't even bother to buy a gift that early, because I was already thinking of a gift back mid July. I ask my friends for suggestions, searched online, even planned some DIY thingy, again, unexecuted plans now.

Now, I think I am healing, moving forward. Although from time to time, I let myself remember and think of you, and care. But that's just it.

They say you don't really miss your EX, you just missed those times you were together, things you do together, the habit. That's right, I don't miss you, I miss "US", those moments.

I am 70% moving on, I've accepted God's will. I feel 10% of hatred towards you. And 20% regret for everything.

So GFY douchebag! I wish you all the best in life. I'm ok now, and I will be happy even without you.