Amnesia

Everyday, in the small details and ways that I remember you, us, and what used to be. I can't help but pray and wish to wake up with amnesia. Having lost a year of my memories is more bearable than having to feel the pain and the void you left in my heart.

Just like 5SOSs song, "Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all."