Another dream..

You crossed my dream again via FB message, asking for a favor.

Is that what everyone thinks of me?

I hate you! Fuck you! The pain you caused me is still here. Like a knife stuck in my heart. And even though my heart is not bleeding anymore, because it bled out already, the knife is still there. It still hurts, every now and then I shed a tear, every now and then I remember things, memories, plans, and I do my best to push it to the back of my mind. I really wish I'd have amnesia, even just a year of my life, I am willing to erase my memories, just to ease the pain, just to be able to pull out the knife you stick to my heart, just to let the wound close and heal. Because the truth is, I'm dead already.
I died due to exsanguination. And the most painful part is, I'm still hurting after you've killed me.